Life still move on. The earth wont stop revolving when everything in your life did change. Today was really irritating. All my mum's faults.

Well, my mum knew about my ex-boyfriend. And now i know what is the reason, she "stole" the letter that he gave it to me. The worst is that she actually denied that she stole it and insisted that she found them while packing my room. BULLSHITS!!

She was scolding me "stupid" to believe the sweet-talks that was written in the letter. She also deliberately show it to my brother and sister. She din want to return to me. I was really pissed with her and decided not to talk to her for that moment. Why must things be like that? I really just want to forget and when i want to, something related to him will appear.

One day, i saw him on the train when i was snoring on the train. When i opened my eyes, i saw someone really familiar and then, it was him right in front of me. *praying hard* i hope he din see me at all. Honestly, i was damm useless. I din have the courage to look at him nor walk to him to say hi. I looked elsewhere and walked slowly behind him. Not sure if he did notice but it doesn't really matter. This matter did affect my feelings as i simply feel like a loser.

I talked to Da shu and Claudia about it, they just say it takes time. How long do i need? How can i still have that feelings for him? I should have forgotten him and move on with my life.

Why am i so studdorn?
Why am i so persistant?
Why am i so silly?
Why am i so stupid?
Why am i so irritating?

All these questions were posed to me but who can tell me why?

PS: No matter how hard i try, you are still the one i love the most..

Dee Dee [cindy]

PRPS(1995-1999)
East View Sec(2000-2004)
Meridian JC(2005-2006)
worked in DBS for 8 months and 3 days
Currently in SMU

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