{SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW.}

Monday, December 15, 2008

*-Why do i feel so hurt?-*

I am not sure why but sometimes I felt damm hurt whenever i think about the things we went through.

I must tell myself to stop thinking about him, tell myself that he needs the space.

Now, i understand the things that others used to tell me. Whenever you hold something too tightly, the easier for you to lose it. I guess i was very afraid of losing him and did not trust him at all. No sense of security and being very paranoid were the reason i lost him.

Honestly, you are the person who made me realize that i can like someone - be it guy or girl (hehehe) again. I really hope to get u back but if i can't i hope that you can find someone better that can give you a proper relationship.

Sorry that i can't give you the sense of love and security!!!

Every time someone ask about you, i will try to ignore but my heart hurt badly before i could realize it. I don't think you will ever see this post cos you seldom read my 'broken English' blog.

Thanks for everything you gave me. I think i can never find someone better than you.

If you finally can accept the differences we have, i promise that this time will be a better me!!!

1:02:00 AM;

Sunday, December 14, 2008

*-My mundane life-*

Today, i went to watch the day the earth stood still with a batch of friends. Delphine, Febs, Andrew, Danson and lynette. This is supposedly a FTB gathering but the turn out wasnt great.

I will rate the movie 2 out of 5 stars as there was too little action and the plot was too expected and common. I expected more commotion but then really disappointing. I guess like what andrew says the best part of the movie is already captured in the trailer.. Sob sob..

Our next movie will be "BOLT" in 3D. Damm cool to watch the cute movie with glasses on !!! Someone organize leh

Dinner at ichiban sushi (i think it is spelled like this). Anyway, nayeem (who want ppl to date him cos he is damm bored at home) came out and saw us ate raw salmon... He was like "WHAT THIS IS RAW" hahaha !!! Next time, we will force him to try one !!!!

The food was great. After which, we talked about our memories in FTB for almost an hour. Chit-chatting non-stop from movies to ftb to SA to BE !! Everything that we have in common !! Can't wait to meet the rest as well....

Thanks for those who came for the gathering --> i knw i am bad at organizing this!!!

11:59:00 PM;

Saturday, December 06, 2008

*-Upset with my life-*

I was alone today and no one can go dinner with me. So, i went to times and came across this book called rule of love. I browsed the book and happened to read this page about differences in a relationship. The book said that differences are healthy and should be accepted. In a relationship, you wont want to date someone who is similar as it is something like dating a clone. Weird rite??? So, with differences, you get to learn about how to accept the differences both party have.

In a relationship, it should work like a partnership. Be there for each other...

Damm sad with my grade.. I suck!!!

10:18:00 PM;