Thursday, January 25, 2007
*-cruelty in life-*
I finally discover the sadness and cruel conditions in today's world. There is no such person who is kind and friendly. Everyone live with a fake mask and are selfish human beings. I did not deny or consider myself as those who are nice but i do offer my help when i realise that people need my help. However, the days i spent working had changed my mindset. I must learn to be selfish as no one will offer help. The phrase ' lending a helping help' simple does not exist in this dog eat dog king of world. I am not trying to paint a horrifying picture of the current work life but this is what i am experiencing. No one will ever look at you when you have a lot of backlog to clear.They will leave when the time is up. I guess this has scared me off and trust me studying in school or living in your parents 'protected garden' is the safer and least tiring place. Treasure the time you use for studying and trust no one except your family. They are also the one that offer help regardless of what problems you encounter.............
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
*-A day full of shock-*
17 january 2007 was a day full of surprise and shock.. Many people tend to have identical name but different nirc number. Yesterday can be consider my unlucky day as well as an great achievement for me. I managed to handle a outgoing call which is out of my job scope cos dayah cm requires a chinese speaking call agent. Thank god the customer was a super nice guy and did not scream to my listless conversation. However things changed as the time reaches the noon. After lunch, i became rather crazy and cannot even focus. It seems like all my brain cells have been damaged or reduced greatly. Jenny, my office friend realizes that i did a mistake in keying the data. This caused me to panic as these details are very essential for everyone. I am really clueless and also made me realise that i have a very bad habit as to push blame to others. I dun know if anyone realise that but me myself do feel that way... Maybe i am just too stupid.... LAter toward the time to go home, i sms the wrong product type to the cm. I am realli very scared at that moment when i realised that. But dayah help me call the cm to clarify the things.. THANK YOU MY FRIEND. OOPs i guess i forget to intro her. Dayah is my friend i met in my office. She is also my lunch partner and sandra thinks that we are lesbian but we are not... Maybe we just clicks cos we are just two years difference. Anyway she is very nice and definitely taught me a lot of stuffs. Without her, i should be sacked by now.. hahahaxx... MY FRIENDS, PLS GIVE ME YOUR SUPPORT... I THINK MY BRAIN CELLS ARE REDUCING COS I CANT DO SIMPLE MATHEMATICAL CALCULATION...HOW ? ? ? ?
For claudia and you mei,
About my eye candi, i still dun know his name but he is cute from his side view and dayah also thinks so.. One day if i managed to get his name then i tell you okay!!!
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Monday, January 15, 2007
*-words are hard to express how i feel-*
Friday my eye candi did not come for work but mon i did not look at him at all cos i am too busy... Then i saw a photo on his desk... He is attached... hahahaxx... so dramatic right??? Dont be so bother of my life at work cos i am just trying to add colours into my workplace. I haven find someone i like but i dont deny that i like to look at cool and handsome guys. SO zul you dont worry so much.. OH working makes me grow fatter and my tummy got at least 3 layers of fat.. I am a pig so i am going to reduce my weight by eating healthier food i think.. ( i doubt this is successful). Saturday i went to Toa payoh to get my new year clothes... thank god i still can get a set of nice clothing despite my fatty body.. haiz.. can someone help me to lose weight??? i need help from the more experienced ones... One the bus, i was listening to my mp3 when i come across the song jie kou from jay chou.. This song makes me think of hong yuan and at that split seconds i sms him and ask how is he doing?? But how come i come rmb such stupid things?? AM i a dumber.. Why do ppl treasure someone onli when they lose it??? IS IT FATE OR OWN RETRIBUTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!
another thing is that when am i going to get my results??? i am getting more and more afraid... Help!!!! Can someone save me from this agony???
10:00:00 PM;
Thursday, January 11, 2007
*-my workplace-*
I happen to see this guy in my workplace which i keep staring at him. At first, i think he seems like someone i know and later i started to look at him. Something seems to trigger out of my mind. Maybe i am just looking for some fun when working. At least now i learn to examine cute guy.. He looks quite good-looking but i dun dare to look at him. Everyday, i will admire his looks so that i can find fun in my workplace. He sit at my far right corner and from a different dept as me. I really dun dare to look at him or even talk to him. All i could do is admired.. hahahaxx... I think that is also happening to girl at such an age.( i mean like to look at cute guy). No one in my office actually noticed that. Many people always tell me that i shld take the initiative to talk to him but who dare to do it.. I am just a newcomer who will leave sooner or later.. I better wake up from my dreams cos this kind of guy will never see me and realli not my style.. If i manage to talk to him by chance then i tell you guys more about it. For now, i cant onli describe to you his looks. He has a very ah beng style with dye hair. The onli thing that attracted or spiked my attention is his deep voice which i think was quite funny. Other than that, i realli dun know how to say. Nowadays, working late has become one of the usual thing and i onli wish to sleep and watch tv at home. Other things like improving myself is really out of my time span.. So now i am going to sleep. Tell you what i do at work tml or sat...
however i doubt this is like.. i guess this is called eye candi!!!!!!!!!
stay tuned to cindy channel on 'life at work'!!!
11:10:00 PM;
Sunday, January 07, 2007
*-ice skating @ jurong point-*
This is my second ice skating trip. We have to wait for roger the sleeping head to join us for skating cos it is cheaper to go in groups of 4. One person for 14.70 with unlimited skating time. during the waiting time, we went to play pool. Me and liyana made a prefect partner and crush you mei and ashley.. Quite a great achievement. I rmb the first time i went for ice-skating was ages before. The moment i took my first step on ice, i am realli afraid of falling. However, i managed to learn how to skate quite quickly but with the help of the following people such as weilun, kok boon, ashley, edwin, roger, liyana and you mei. I am also the cause of many clumsy fall of my friends. I made kok boon fall down but he nv complain at all. i made you mei fell for three times but she nv scold me and i think that is quite fun. When i finally got the thrill, many of them are getting very tired. (strictly for kok boon and weilun) thanks for being my strong support and hold me up when i fall. Hahahaxx. If any gals need help, get these two guys... They're nice. If you need their no, ask me for it. After that, we went to IMM and shop but the guys cannot take the tiredness and left edwin and ashley with the gals. IMM is super big la, i got lost for two times and cos my phone is not with me, i realli panic. ALL THE STUPID GUYS DID NOT REALISE THAT I WAS MISSING LOLX. No matter what, i was found..
My gang was asking me to join them for mahjong but i was caught in something else. Sorry for being so wang en fu yi.. hehehe you know i miss you rite, joycie??
Today i woke up at 2 pm cos i slept at 2 am last nite. hehehehe.. When i woke up, i got blue-black on my left leg lolx. My whole body is aching like nobody business.. so tiring.. sleepy still.. aiyooyoo i want to sleep so more...
4:44:00 PM;
Thursday, January 04, 2007
*-class bbq at Pasir Ris park-*
The first day of yesr 2007, it starts with a special event, that's my class 05S104 cum 05S112 class BBQ. The organisation was a mess as it is realli tough to get things done when many people choose to ignore message or went oversea or busy working(that's me). However, the efforts go down to liyana, claudia, wenqi and ashley. They are the main organiser of this bbq and also the noise maker( i mean argueing among themselves abt the planning). They encounter troubles and liyana and ashley nearly fought mentally. They are both hard to deal people but kind.. hahahaxxx.. I met them at white sand at 3.15 pm but only 1 out of the 3 came in time. That day i choose to ignore ashley as i scared i might scold him becos of all the things i heard. He is a dumb dumb and will not even notice that was happening. At the BBQ itself, problem arises. That is because of the distribution of people. Instead of having a so-called class BBQ, we had a girl-boy BBQ(this voice down to ashley's persistant of booking two pits). The price of the bbq is quite expensive(may been the reason why mue mue is not going).who cares about that anyway? Everyone is super busy eating and talking their own men talk. No matter what, we should forgive ashley for his inexperienced and also his persistant on things he never encounter before. After the photo gathering and collection of money by our dear liyana, we headed toward white sands and sat at the mac to talk cock. I think i went home ard 12 plus and was quite ill cus of the bbq stuffs.
What? Why? How? When ? where? WHO can answer me?
11:38:00 PM;
*-countdown party @ moi hse-*
This year 2007 i had my countdown party at my cousin hse. It was more like a gathering as we did not realli prepared beforehand. It was a last min thing. haiz.... This year i made alot of promise and wishes to accomplise. Many were regrets i had in 2006. With the resistance of examinations in year 2006, i doubt my own capabilies, hide my feeling and dare not to dream.. BBut things are different now. I am working at chai chee techno park.. My job is to update database and do some messages sending to the customer. Everything and everyone are more than a stranger to me. Other than simple tasks i had to do, i have yet to find any forms of interest in banking. Moreover, i think that the only achievement i get is to my weekly pay. Although my pay is safekept by my mummy(rmb i am a mummmy gal), my first hundred dollars earned by my hardwork are really my greatest happiness. Nothing could be better that monetary return... hahahaa
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