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Thursday, January 29, 2009

*-My show 音乐 pandora-*

My Show will air every Thursday 9 - 10pm 音乐 PANDORA.

THIS WEEK

我们要介绍几部合岁电影！！！

一定要听哦！！！：）

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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

*-New Year-*

This year Chinese new year came rather fast and early. Din really have time to get all my clothes and shoes. My mum finally says that i became more ladylike cos i bought a dress to wear, no more black and white in my wardrobe. First day of Chinese new year is damm stupid. My dad wants to avoid the long queue at the temple so we woke up at 3am to head toward the temple. Guess what?? One of the temples we supposed to go was not opened at all. We had to head home and then come out to pray at 11am. Very tiring for all of us. Really got tricked by my dad. He never checked what time the temple open lol. Haiz my brother was nagging about it non-stop. After which, we spent our afternn at my auntie's house but what i did there was sleeping and watching tv.

2nd day became more exciting... I had buffet at my house and was high with alcohol. Drank a lot and was playing the most stupid games on earth - "Scissors, paper stone" The penalty of this game is that 2 losers will have to kiss the chosen body part. Like forehead or face or rubbing nose together. We were laughing non-stop and happy to see guys do it together. I had to do it with my cousin's boyfriend - ah ben. Hope Linda don't kill me !!! Don't worry, i am not interested.. Haha.. Kissing game is super ridiculous but definitely can kill time. We were screaming and giggling all the way. Thank god my neighbour never complain us !!!

All my cousins are attached and bought their boyfriend along. The feeling is damm weird and somtimes really miss him so much. Well, don't think i am wanting him back. But, it is just hard to forget. Sometime i wonder if i got together with him just becos i desired the feeling of getting attached. I guess i did love him but all these do not matter anymore. My feelings are buried deep deep.

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Sunday, January 25, 2009

*-Honk !!!-*

Honk was a very good musical with simple plot but great music and singer. If you have missed it, you really will regret. I nearly cried becos i was really touched by the scene of mother duck looking for the ugly duck.

I was there to learn filming and i guess nothing is hard then accounting. I learnt rather fast and i guess this is because of my great teachers hwei fen and derek.

A part of Honk!

"Different isn't naughty"

Before going for honk, i met with the FTB organizing com. Lynette, Stanley, Jethro, Tracy, Andrew, Pei Mun, Nayeem were there AT komolas. We had a lot of fun talking. Andrew made a bet with me that within one year, i will find another boyfriend. If i do, i have to treat him. If i don't then he will treat me. I told him firmly that i will win this bet !!! Relationship is really out of my concern and i don't think i should have another one. Time will heal me soon !!! Being alone is great as i definitely can find time for myself.

I don't knw why but i just feel like dressing up nowadays. Tracy said that i should dress up cos you are attached with a guy. Not the other way !!!

Well, i am different !!!

Hhahah !!! Andrew, u will owe me the treat !!!

after the lunch, stanley, lynette, tracy and andrew headed to Vivo city to shop. I bought a top from forever 21 at 7 dollars. Shopping with them is fun, we must go and shop together. Nxt time must chio me along !!!

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Wednesday, January 21, 2009

*-FTB Convocation video - those fun days-*

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Friday, January 16, 2009

*-i am a loser-*

I feel like a loser. I suck i suck !!! I must be independent since he already don't love you anymore. wake up, stop dreaming.

I thought that i can be very forgetful and simply forget about the relationship with him.

I came across this quote which made me felt rather emo for that moment only.

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day so I never have to live without you"

Very meaningful quote. I am still a human being and no cold-blooded at all. i cannot treat as though nothing happen at all. I want to delete everything about you but my memory is not a computer. Formatting it does not function or even work.

Cindy T asked me:"if one day he asks you to come back, will u?"

i thought about it but i simply answer her. "i know him very well, once he decided that this is not something he wants, he will nv return."

"So why bother about it????"

i hate myself now !!! Study hard and don't think about it.

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